Even after all the traumas,
Even after getting the pieces of my heart.
I don’t regret that you broke it anyway,
I just regret how did I not know that you were always apart.
Making all the efforts out of love,
And ignoring all the red flags warning me of pain.
I don’t regret that I cared for you selflessly,
I just regret how I became an insane.
What was my fault?
What did I not understand in the first place?
I don’t regret that I chased you like crazy,
I just regret that it was a one sided race.
How I wish I could turn back in time,
How I wish to see you again.
I don’t regret that I gave love and my everything,
I just regret that I ended up receiving so much pain.
Why is life so hard now?
Where should I anyway go?
I don’t regret that I said yes when you proposed,
I just regret the times I should have said no.
I can’t suffer anymore breakdowns now,
I can’t make myself so strong.
I don’t regret that you left me in the middle,
I just regret that I am still waiting for you since so long.
Bring me my peace back,
And the inner playful kid.
I don’t regret that I loved you so much,
I just regret that I believed you also did.
